Woah, Go Mars in retrograde. Blah.

I hate doing emotions, I really, really do.

They suck, they hurt, and they fucken bite!

So why oh why am I dwelling in the depths of the motherfuckers????????????

COS MARS IS IN FUCKING RETROGRADE IS WHY!

I don`t like it and I`m not enjoying it. I want the Planets to know that. I don`t think they`re playing fair at all.

The material world for me is great, everything`s happening,flat out as usual (once) I get my shit together, plus I follow the planets and jump when I need to jump, duck when I need to duck ya know? More people should pay attention to that shit, they`d have much more control over the world around them.Silly people.

I move back into MY house in 2 weeks!

My ex husband finally decided if I paid half the house payments, I can take possession! It`s good to see he`s not acting like a four year old anymore, it was only his way of dealing with the pain, throwing tantrums `n spiteful shit, but the adult emerged again and we ended up on the same page, so that`s the main thing.

He rang me last night actually, to tell me he has a girlie. He sounded guilty,awkward and incomfortable talking about it, I couldn`t help giggling, he`s so fucking straight, I love seeing him in a spot.

I know, I`m horrible but he HAS been a great source of amusement to me over the years, if nothing else. I wished him well, said I was happy to hear it, what`s she like? what`s she do? All the appropriate questions, so he`s happy, we`re friends in a way, sort of, well kind of but not really cos I don`t like him.

I can`t help it, I just don`t.

BUT the reason I`m going on about it is, it`s finally over. THAT phase, that life, has had its Death. It`s done it`s job, taught its lessons, guided us to where we are and the Fates are done with it, how amazing.

Completely and finally, it has ended, with the buds of new beginnings starting to blossom.

I love that shit.

I swear way too much.

Nat turned 10 on saturday! Her party was much better than Dans! LMAO!

I`ll get back to all of this later, Ive got so much to do, so much to say and so much to write.

I`ve been up for 2 hours, it`s now 6:18 in the morning, I`m goin for a walk!

My head needs clearing or something.

Dunno.

Fuck Mars.