I`ve gotto say it takes a fair bit to spook me, alot actually, a real lot. I`ve spoken with Spirits, I`ve seen ONE, and am not in a hurry to see another, I communicate with my Spirit guides, I have 2 that I regularly get messages from, I feel "other" energies, communicate through my Grandmothers Ouija board which was passed down to me, I`ve seen inanimate objects move on their own accord, alot of stuff that over the years made me alot stronger when it comes to being faced with being spooked I guess, you kind of get worked up to it or something,

That`s my philosophy anyway....BUT onto whats going on here at the moment.

First a background on my house. It was built by my first husband and his wife, who is a Witch, she broke up with him, he bought her out and his best friend (who incidentally is my past life twin..long story for another day),moved in with him, she is also a Witch, then I moved in here with  them both.

So the house alone has known nothing but Goddess worshipping, Rituals, Spell casting Energy manipulating, you name it, even a Handfasting (mine). When I moved in I had a 3 metre by 3 metre pentagram laid in the back yard in slate, (it`s gorgeous, I`ll post pics later). So there`s a pretty intense energy here at times.

On top of this, a few paddocks away (we`re surrounded by about 1000 acres of mountans and hills), there`s a place all 3 of us have used, I still do, as a place of worship. It`s the most amazing natural formation I`ve ever seen. We call it "The Circle". Again the energy there is very full on.

It`s actually a group of trees (I`ll post pics of the circle as well).

 One of the trees was hit by lightening some time ago, it split in two and fell in opposite directions, the trees around this lost branches over the years in storms or whatever and fell in place to make a perfect circle, with the split tree becoming a sort of entrance to a fallen tree encased circle. Inside the circle to the left of the "entrance, there`s a tree that stands tall and resembles an Altar, which is what we use it for, it has a hawthorn tree to the other side as well (protection tree of Goddess Rhiannon).

The way its set out is like the split tree is a woman with her legs parted, the entrance taking you into the womb, while the "Altar" tree, standing tall is symbolic of a phallis, which leads to the circle representing the absolute womb of the Gods and Goddesses.

It`s truly amazing.

Ok,so there`s alot of energy around here.

When I first moved back here, about a month ago now, (after being away for 12 months, I wasn`t burnt at this house), I could feel the energies shifting, some recognised me, some didn`t, the front door was a constant procession of opening and shutting as the energies made their way in and out.

I know for sure of one energy here, she befriended my girls when we first ever moved here, her name is Sherbet she told them and she doesn`t want to go away because she has to wait for her sister, Sherbet used to flush her head in the toilet out of frustration of no one paying attention to her, she stopped that and she`s no trouble, just lonely.

I haven`t really felt anything else, except for the last few days, my ouija board has been talking to me, I leave the pointer in the blank space at the bottom, at various times during the day I look at it, sometimes it`s moved, so I pay attention to each move it makes until it either ends up off the board or over "goodbye".

This morning it said "good 4 u".

About 3 days ago it sat on "u" and didn`t move for ages, then went to "yes" yesterday, then back to "u", I noted it and went on my way.

"u yes u"

I was in my room yesterday afternoon making my bed, there was no-one here but me, I always keep the front screen door locked, simply because I hate being scared and if someone ever came in and walked up behind me I`d just fucken die I reckon.

So I was making my bed, the front door opens VERY abruptly. I stopped and listened, then said "well hello, make a noisy entrance" and kept making the bed, meanwhile the front door didn`t close, I started to wonder if it might have been a "mortal" that had come in the door, so I popped my head out, there was no-one there, plus my cats go nuts if someone turns up, they hate all humans except us, it`s weird but anyway, there`s no person there, so I went back into my room, I was thinking to myself, trying to talk to "whoever" just came in the door, then the door slammed so hard I jumped, I came out then and said a little bit sarcastically, "well bye to you too", I looked at my ouija board and the pointer was sitting directly over the "bye" part of goodbye!

That was cool, I think I pissed it off cos I didn`t pay it the attention it wanted, but I couldn`t get through.

So that`s that,......

Last night I found an Eagles feather I `d had for a few years and misplaced, so I was happy I`d been given a gift from the Goddess, I`m an Air sign and the eagle is my power animal, so I ventured off to stick it to the front of my bedroom door, as a protection amulet, but just before I got up I looked at the ceramic eagle with its wings spread ready to take flight, that sits on top of my tv cabinet, I wondered if I should attach the feather to him, but nope, I wanted iton my door, so off I go.

I had to get a thumb tack to put the feather up and some double sided tape to hold it at the top, to stop it drooping, the whole time I was doing this I was thinking "it doesn`t want to go here", but I kept going. Then from behind my bedroom door, the door I was putting the feather on came a scratching sound, I listened and it kept going, I looked behind the door, nothing, then I heard it again, I thought it must be one of the cats gotten into my cupboard, so I opened all the cupboard doors, no cats. I went back to my door to finish the feather, no feather.

It had fallen to the floor facing outward to the loungeroom, so I took it out and put it with the eagle statue, I said to Ben "hows this, they`re even arranging my shit now cheeky things".

I walked by my ouija board again, the pointer was facing "yes".

THEN this morning.....

I woke up in THE best mood I`ve been in since I was 5.

I decided I`d worship ME for the day, so I got up (4am every morning with the boys for work, got rid of the boys by 5 and put a face mask on, (something I very rarely do) but I just felt so good, I wanted my body to feel good too, I took the girls to school with the face mask on mind you! LOL.

I came home, re painted my nails, put my fave music on full belt and went and had a bath, it was yum, absolutely awesome. I relaxed, meditated, pondered, everything.

While I was in there I felt another energy, I said outloud "well hello, you`re back", I felt like it was the same one from yesterday.

I got out of the bath, wrapped myself in my towel and headed of to my room, while I was drying myself I kept feeling something touching my back, I looked at my back in the mirror, nothing on it, it felt like a spider crawling on me, seriously it did. I brushed myself over to make sure, then kept drying myself.

I leant down to pick my pants up and I was brushed across the shoulders, I said outloud "look it`s cool that you`re here, we`ll talk if you like but you need to stop touching me", and pulled on my pants.

Right now even righting this Im getting fucken spooked again, this is crazy. I have to mention now too, that if you haven`t seen my picture, I have pink hair, short pink hair. Ben has midlength brown hair, Dans is brown but at the moment its shaved, Nats is blonde and Rebekahs is black.

Fuck this is creeping me out to write, the skin on my back feels like it`s shrinking. Like goosebumps make you feel.

Ok, so we`ve got hair sorted out. I have SHORT PINK HAIR, I`m THE only person in this house, or that I even know that has pink fucking hair ok. Lets establish that right now.

The brushing against me stopped as soon as I asked it to.

I reached to get my top and got "brushed" again, I said outloud "not cool buddy, really" starting to get annoued, I got my top, I was about to put it on and I SWEAR there was a fucken spider running over my back, least thats what it felt like, so I started brushing myself frantically and dancing around in front of the mirror like an idiot, looking at every possible angle, still feeling it on me.

There was no spider.

I`ve gone back to putting my top on , I saw one of my pink hairs on my arm, maybe that was floating around on my back! So I grab it.

At best it SHOULD have been 2cm long, thats at the longest point.

I picked it off and something brushed against my back again, I ignored it and pulled the hair from my arm, it kept coming. I felt confused at first, the hair started pulling from halfway over my back, the more I pulled, the more my back was "brushed".

THE PINK HAIR I PULLED FROM MY ARM IS 72 CENTIMETRES FUCKING LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!

No word of a fucking lie, that`s how long it is.

It scared the fuck out of me.

And yep, I`m officially spooked.