Everythings changed....I moved my furniture around to the opposite way it was, recruited some good energy *blows kisses to everyone who helped*

 I`m pickin up my NEW 100 YEAR OLD TRUCK tonight (still laughing my F*cking head off!!! You just wait!!!), I`ve gotten closer to my friends here, it`s been AGES since I felt the pull of online friendships, and I`m feelin good!

And ya know what, I`m thinking that since everything around me is getting a major overhaul, and I have actual proof that I`M healing, in every way, my knees almost look like knees! I`ll be raising the hems on my skirts in no time!!

I`ve been kickin around the idea of a hair change for a while, I`ve had my hair like it is now for 5 years, that`s a long time for a hair style. (cept when I was "wiggin it")

Most people have hair cuts to make themselves feel better, my hair is like an inch and a half long, so it`s not really the look I`d be going after SO after PROCRASTINATING like an 80 year old for the last week or so, I`ve done it.....

I booked in for hair extensions :D I`m gunna have hair!

I feel a bit silly after my hair rant, which worked out well incidentally with no blood spilt, that I`m making a fuss over hair, BUT my short hair is becoming very high maintainance.

I think it`s cos I`m getting old, the dye doesn`t stay as long as it used to, so I last about 2 weeks before the ole greys start showing through...picture it...grey and pink....makes me think of fluffy stuffed elephants.

I`m getting them in my natural colour, which is a dark brown and a few pink and red streaks...maybe blue as well...and the beauty is if I don`t like em, I can just cut em off!!

The only thing that will make me hesitant in the big chop, is the cost...THATS f*cken crazy.

But they tell me it`s real human hair (how creepy is that) and it sticks in with metal rings or something, supposedly very discreet...nothing my bandana won`t cover for a while anyway, till I get used to it.

I`m excited about my hair :D

See, when I hit 60, I want to be able to put my hair up in a bun with natural gray wisps...I had a teacher when I was a kid, I thought she was THE wisest woman in the world (now I know I was identifying with a Crone figure), and I wanted to be like her when I grew up.

I`ll grow up around 60 I reckon, so if I start growing my hair now, I`ll make it in time :D

Ha! Life is awesome innit!