Or not.

I don`t know what it is with me and technology, every f*cking computer I have crashes and dies within months of having them.

WHHHYYYYYYYYYY?????????????

And you know what else, drama STALKS me. How can one person manifest and attract so many dramatic situations in ONE F*CKING LIFE?

All questions and no ****ing answers.

Over it.

Dan and Shyla broke up, she`s gone back to QLD, the police removed her, and now as a result Dan`s up on assault and intimidation charges. *sigh*

f*ck me dead.

So I`m kinda here and kinda not. I`ve got my sisters computer to use until I get anothery, which is cool, she only lives around the corner from me.

You know what, I was looking at a dead fly this morning and wondering why it`s death is less relevant to any other death, has it got a soul?

I dunno.

But I know why I don`t care about it, cos it doesn`t have a personality or character.

SHOULD I care about the fly?

I dunno that either.

OH! You know what else?! We went to the circus last night, I`ve never been to one nor have my kids...I thought it`d be great.....

Until I saw the look in the lions eyes, I swear it was sedated or something, it was alllllll ****ed, they all were, but this one in particular broke my heart.... it was horrible. I felt guilty and wouldn`t make eye contact with ANY of the animals after that.

What a f*cked up thing, none of the animals were enjoying what they were being made to do, I felt like a barbarian...really.

I don`t like circuses.

AND what about this Hadron Collider thing?????? What the f*ck ARE they thinking?????

The Mayan calendar finishes in December 2012..... which is in fifty months.... this f*cken thing that the scientists are doing...they reckon if it`s going to f*ck up and effect the Earth, then it`s in about 50 months away...

I think it`s a really stupid thing to do, but I`m kind of excited.

Universal Drama..... F*ck yeah bring it on!

Imagine lining up for your next life...chattin to the energy next to you...how`d they die? you ask...car accident or something? 

F*ck that, I was blown up by a f*cken asteriod!

I bet it happens.... really...my life is that f*ckingn dramatic it`s only fitting that I get blown up by an asteroid.

Yay for science.

Whatever.